I have a family who don't really give a damn about my life as long as Im home safely everyday.
Do I need another person to do the same thing?
You said you try to change. All I see is the same person. The one who promised will never be late but still ends up late most of the time. The one who promised he will solve the fight in a day yet let it linger till the next few days. The one who promised he will take the arguments seriously without smiling or making a joke yet it still happens now. The one who promised he will do what HE want but it only happen ONCE saying he wanted to go out with me. The one who promised he will try to get to know me more and make conversation with me but till now, he never really ask me anything at all.
The very one person who promise me to have faith in him and us because everything will change.
I don't see it. I really don't.
Have you ever seen me cry to you? No. Because you didnt make an effort to have a heart to heart talk with me.
♥ Friday, September 07, 2012
You know that confused feeling when you don't know what is right and what is wrong? You don't know what exactly do you want or do not want? That kind of feeling whether should you do this or that?
Do you sometimes feel like nothing will ever change and all you need is to take a risk? But then, the next minute you regret because you realised you've went over the board? Yet, you still keep mum because a part of you still says that you are right?
Have you ever wonder if the person is the right one? Have you ever wonder what will happen if its not really how you wanted it to be?
How about.. Have you ever lose trust on someone and you know you'll never believe in the person ever again? Is it worth to stay or take a risk and walk away? Have you ever have the feeligs like you don't love that person anymore but you still stay because perhaps you don't want to start your life all over again?
Have you felt like wanting to cry out loud and tell someone how you really feel but you realised no one cares and you still keep everything inside your whole life?
I just want things to work out. But I realised, it can't always be my way. But then again, if no one is gonna try to work it out, who will?
♥ Friday, September 07, 2012