I'm sensitive, and probably 99 percent of my friends doesn't know it. The slightest mistake people do can make me upset yet no one seems to realise that.

I'm just a girl, who had went through a rough time. And i'm just a girl trying to make the best of everything now. The past made me the person i am today. A person who gets rigid at every single thing, a person who is hot temper, a person who is heartless. But i'm still the same girl who yearns to have a boy who will love her wholeheartedly and won't leave her no matter what.

Maybe love has never been a luck for me. Maybe I dont live to love and to be loved. And finally i understand. I dont deserve it.

All they want is to see me happy. All they want to see is me smiling and know that there's so much life has to offer to me. Nobody wants to know exactly what i want.

What i want is just someone to understand me, to know more about me. Someone who will listen to what i like and dislike, how i prefer things to be solved. All I want is someone who sits with me on our happy days and simply ask questions to know more about me. Not to understand me only when i was mad and angry.

I just want something simple. Yet all of them makes it look so complicated.
I didnt ask for something impossible, but why is it so hard for them to listen to me?

Everyone says they wont leave no matter what. What do they mean by "no matter what"? Coz for all i know, everyone leaves at the end of the day. Nobody loves somebody enough not to let them go.

Im just a girl. And maybe i've not met the boy yet. But so far, i've learnt that im not worth anything. I'm just nothing. Nothing.

♥ Wednesday, August 08, 2012