I can't remember the last time I sat in the living room, late at night, playing with my laptop. Its been close to a month and my life revolves around nothing but work. Well, 90% of my time would be work and it's taking a toll on me. Im exhausted, my feets are feeling sore, my body ache and i have a love hate relationship with my work. Oh, wait. Prolly I should start from the beginning as to what actually happened in my life.

I had my moments of undergoing several interviews here and there. It was a hectic moment as I had to squeeze it at least 3-4 slots of interview in a week. Approximately, I think I had went through at least 10-15 interviews of which I actually had to cancel some other interviews at the very last minute because I was dead tired. Well, I have at least 5 job offers which wants to hire me and I had a tough time deciding which one should I accept.

It took a great deal out of me to actually decide that Early Childhood is the path that I wanted to go. I absolutely don't mind taking another diploma because it's something that I would have love to do and I know in a long term ahead, I will be able to go further and be a successful lecturer. I know it's a big dream but it's better than not having a planned route ahead of myself.

The thing is, I know what I want. Despite all the job that was offered are related to my current diploma course and some are related to early childhood, it's just not the same being a childcare teacher. I was this close to accept a job as a childhood educator because it was very near to my place and it's job scope was exactly like a childcare teacher. The pay was damn good BUT the timing sucks as hell.

After much consideration and seeking advice from mum and bumble bee, I finally chose my current job. And I must say, I love it. I like my timing though its quite tiring. I like the different kids that comes everyday. The annoying ones are an exception, definitely. The staffs are pretty okay, though I still feel like Im being outcast whenever we work in a big group. I love the parties every weekend but I hate hosting. It was a great start to my career and there's a lot of things that I can experience first hand from there. Definitely the right place to learn more about early childhood. (Y)

I don't know if this is the right choice. But it's too late to find another job. Sometimes, I feel like this is the one. At times, especially when I really feel lonely, I feel like quitting. I don't know if it's me that are not a good team player or what. I tried my best and im still trying to fit in. But I don't know.... I need help with the getting along part, yes.

♥ Monday, April 23, 2012