To my dearest Nursyafiqah Binte Awang, let me start my longwinded rants with this quote,

A good friend is a connection to life - a tie to the past, a road to the future, the key to sanity in a totally insane world. ~Lois Wyse

I don't know why I chose that quote over many others but somehow, it relates to us. You're definitely a connection to my life. (:

You may have read the same wishes, the same long rants over the past 10 years from me but I will never get tired of this. Hahaha!

Someone once told me this, every human in this world will be given a friend match make from heaven. I wonder how possible is it that we actually have "friendsmate" (instead of soulmate) in this Earth. But the moment someone told me that, the first thing that comes to my mind is.. you.

Im not being cheeky or mentel when I told you that. HAHAHA. But honestly, I seriously think you are the one. It's not because of the number of years that we have known each other but its because.. throughout my life, I've lost if not many, a few of the most important person(s) in my life. But in every arguments that we faced, in every troubles I make, you still stay and showed no intention of going away.

Thank you Nursyafiqah, for being the best friend I can always lean on every second of my life. On your special day, I may not be physically with you to wish and hug and even kiss you a very happy birthday, but remember that I'm always in your heart and mind! Cheyyy, like matair ah. HAHAHA.

Last but not least, I want to say this. I believe that you are the most beautiful girl I ever met in my whole life. In every encounters of my life, I've met girls who have beautiful features, I've met girls with beautiful heart, but you are beautiful just the way you are. You are perfect in your own way. Don't ever let yourself down by looking down on yourself.

A boyfriend is just an experience to love and be loved. It makes you happy when you are in a happy relationship but it hurts you, stabs you, scarred and wound your pure heart when you're broken hearted. If I was given a wish, I wished I was in your shoe, never get to experience how love hurts because it's a feeling nobody will ever want feel in their life.

Having a boyfriend isn't something to be proud of or to be happy about. It comes with a responsibility, a lot of patience, a lot of understanding, a lot of sacrifices and more. It's not easy as how it looks like. Sure it's nice to have someone that you can count on to, someone to rant about your days and received surprises, but it's not worth the pain if he's not the one for you.

One day, you'll meet him. Don't give up. Continue to live your hopes up. When the time is right, when He decides that you are ready, you will, in someway or another, intertwined your path with him. Do not worry for He won't let you be alone in this world. InsyaAllah, it's worth your wait and I'm sure He is keeping the best for you.

For now, all that matters is me! HAHAHA. Yes, who say best friend can't be treated like in a relationship? You're my favourite sweetheart afterall. Hehehe. I love you, aloooooot. :D

Have a blast 19th birthday alright!