October's here. That means my long term holiday is over for me. After almost 8 months inclusion of internship and holidays, of not studying in rp, it feels pretty much awkward. It's a feeling of being a freshman again. While most are dreading for this month to come, I am actually looking forward to it. Despite the things that I have to prepare myself for when Im in school, emotionally and mentally. But put that personal life aside, I actually enjoy school. Credits to the friends and the food of course. But most importantly, it means I am still a student, not fully responsible on financial basis, still able to depent on my parents. I admit, i am not ready to be fully committed as an adult; working adult to be exact.

Let's have a bit of a touch on my personal life. October. It means only one thing. It's officially a year Im single. Through the cries and the heartache, i actually pulled through all of it for almost 365 days. And im sure i'll be able to endure for the upcoming years without a man in my life (except for my dad).

Last year October was torturous, so heartwrenching that I pretty much gave up in love. But this year, I'll make sure I make the best of it. I won't say there will no cries or a tinge of sadness when that particular day arrive. But I am sure as hell gonna be much stronger than I was ever before.

Yes, alone or not, I'll make it through (:

♥ Monday, October 03, 2011