I have goals. I have dreams. I have wishes hoping to come true. And I believe, each one of every humans on this Earth have those three set in their hearts and minds. Tell me that I am wrong and present me one person who have no wishes or dreams or goals in his life. Just one, and I'll take back my words.

It's easy to set a goal in life. Or perhaps, have dreams and wishes to liven up our hopes. But what are those without even trying to achieve it? Maybe not all dreams and wishes will come true. But it's not impossible. All it takes is a little bit of effort, and keep trying with a tinch of faith.

It's easy as reciting 1,2,3 and A,B,C to tell the whole world what we want in life. But it's meaningless if what we said is only meant to be heard but not to be achieved and seen by people. So what's the point of telling people about it? Just to point out that you too, have dreams in your life? Oh come on, if you are capable to achieve it, it would have at least make the whole point of teling your "dreams" seems much more worth it.

A much more common ones are we humans wanting to be successful. We yearn to get a high class living style and be among the rich people on Earth. We want to be smart and have as high education we can get. We simply want to lead the best in life. But with a couldn't care less attiude in school, no effort in trying to be among the top, how can you even get a good living lifestyle?!

A person who regrets of his past, who wants to work harder and be a better student would have at least show improvements. If waking up in the morning is a big issue, it could be help. There are ways to solve it if only you are willing to find help. Well, if you could wake up early to go out with friends, I don't find it a problem waking up for school. If you have been sleeping late, then sleep early. If you can't sleep, get a doctor and presribe a sleeping pill. If you have trainings till night, go home straight away and rest. Not to hang out with friends. Nobody says its gonna be easy but sometimes, in life, we have to sacrifice what we want for what we need. if friends and hobbies can make a living for your future, by all means, quit school and carry on with this and see how long it can last!

And nobody said studying is easy. Nobody gets to study what they want in life. At times, we have to face topics that are not to our likings but that's not a reason we can fail. If we could have make an effort to understand, to get more knowledge from someone who's good at it, to study, it is possible to get a pass. All it takes is our efforts, and our hearts to do it.

If trainings have been taking up alot of times for your studies, you have to consider the pros and cons. Sometimes, we have to let go something for the best of our future. Our passion won't run away. Once we're over and done with school, we could have continue with it.

I swear I don't understand these people. The ones who doesn't want to admit that they are being unreasonable. Instead, they become agitated and upset, feeling that we get the wrong idea and don't understand them. We do understand the difficulties. But it's not a very rare issues faced by people. It's common and curable. It is POSSIBLE to overcome with. & I really cannot understand those who actually said that they are actually trying, but the fact is, there's not effort in trying. Trying to set alarm clock half an hour early, but you still sleep late, that is not trying. That is simply making a fool of yourself.

To all these people, I have no rights to direct your life whatsoever. But please have some moments by yourself, try to imagine your life in 10 years ahead, figure out what you want to do and decide what is best for yourself. Don't think what you want now. Don't think of your wants, but your needs. In 10 years time, you will have a family of your own. At the state of yourself now, not caring for your studies, how can you possibly be the successor of your family? Perhaps think about your parents now. Do you want to waste their money for your stupidity, for your selfish wants? Oh come on, throw away your ego and your hard headed away, and start opening up your eyes and mind.

I wouldn't set myself as one of the role models or one of the examples to this. I have regrets that I wished I could take back and change things in the past. I would have took study seriously right from my secondary days so that i won't have to think a lot about my future now. Perhaps I could have started trying hard when I stepped into RP, maybe things would have been easier. Despite the unsatisfaction of my GPA, I am at least grateful that I do not have to repeat any modules or stay back in RP. But with my current results now, the possibilities of me pursuing to a higher education seems vague. Nonetheless, I am trying hard now.

Some people need a knock on their head to get some sense once in awhile.

Just Being Honest,

D.